pirate_queen08

this...is a post...about how my life is going...and it is not going amazingly wonderful at the moment....

please forgive me if this post doesn't make sense im on a bunch of drugs

first up, im sick and the doctors don't know what's wrong. i've been sick since the end of june. i'm coughing really bad and while im coughing my throat closes up and i can't breathe.

i went to the doctors and the end of june and they didn't tell me what was wrong, they just gave me a cough medicine and some anti-biotics and sent me home.

speed ahead two - three weeks later, im still coughing and i went back to the doctors. apparently they thought i had bronchitis last time (wow you couldn't have told me that last time?) and wanted to take x-rays, we can't afford x-rays. so my mom told two different nurses five different times that we weren't getting x-rays until we talked to the doctor. what part of that did they not understand the second time?! so anyways after talking to the doctor he says let's do x-rays, so we give in and do them. the x-rays didn't show anything! so they took some blood work  and my doctor gave me more drugs. At the moment i am taking six different things and i am going back to the doctors on friday

during all of this, im getting my braces off and getting retainers, so my mouth is freaking killing me so im taking pain reliever for that. 

and the icing on the cake! i left a book in a hotel in waco (a 2 hr drive from my home) back on june 12. I called the hotel when i was about an hour and a half out telling them i forgot my book. I asked them if they had it and they said yes and that they would mail it to me. i thanked them and guessed it would take about a week in third class mail since it isn't that fair. I called a week later and they said they hadn't sent it yet. so i said ok, and asked them to send it and they said they would. IT'S the freakin 15 OF JULY! and i still haven't gotten my book yet. 

im going down to waco next week so im gonna go over to the hotel and ask them if they still have my book. 

oh and my high school lost my report card in the mail. so someone else has all my information. =D 

i'm tired, i have a head ache, my teeth hurt, i sound like an old lady with lung cancer when i cough, i can only hear out of one ear, i can't finish my book, my best friend is 2,000 miles away in seattle and i wont see her before i go to college. i have freshman camp next week which is gonna suck caus i don't know anyone at my school. OH AND IT COSTS 90 FREAKIN' DOLLARS TO FILL UP MY CAR!

and im sure my mood is just going to get worse since i get my AP scores this week and im going to get contacts so im sure i'll just poke of eye out.

i hate summer. i wish i was back in high school. 

yah, let me be emo and cry in my corner *eats tons and tons of chocolate and strawberry cake*

please someone just wake me up and tell me this is all just a horrible nightmare

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You scored as Remus Lupin You're a calm, cool, optimistic person who doesn't dwell on the bad but looks more deeply into the good. You're wise and know much about the world, and though you teach your lessons to others, react humbly when complimented on your intelligence. You've suffered a lot in your life but are extremely accepting of it all and suffer inwardly. You're a great friend to have as you're gentle and caring. Hermione Granger 72% Luna Lovegood 72% Remus Lupin 72% Neville Longbottom 69% Albus Dumbledore 63% Ron Weasley 59% Harry Potter 59% Bellatrix Lestrange 56% Percy Weasley 56% Severus Snape 53% Sirius Black 53% Lord Voldemort 53% Draco Malfoy 53% Oliver Wood 50%

i named my flutes.

my marching one (the older, more dented one) is named Billy Bob.

and my concert one (the nicer, not dented shiney one) is named barbossa, like from pirates. he's named this because he likes to fall on my feet or hit me. he also likes to give me a heart attack by >almost< falling out of my lap.

i just finished my last concert with the band. *sniffles*

=D bright side! I never have to wear this stupid not-fitting dress again!

And as red as a tomato and in very much pain

band trip went to south padre island. 

im sunburned and it hurts!!!

good news! we got runner up in best in class (we lost out to an amazing state band so it's not that bad)

I danced, and suprised some people with the fact that yes the white nerdy girl can shake it. =P

And i also met a verrry cute boy! =( he's taken, but it's fun to flirt!

I also bought Juno. It's a VERY good movie, see it! NOW!

ill put pictures up later im off to take a shower and take care of my sunburn. got school tomorrow =( ew

PEACE OUT!

um, hello?

okay so....i know im not the best updater in the world....really im just super lazy.

sooo here's what's happened

I've upped my nerd level. im on level 6 due to events from the past weekend, which include super corny lord of the rings jokes, and taking test on saturdays.

since i updated last the academic team i am on had won district and made it to regionals, being beat OUT by FREAKIN' ALEDO!! *curses*

anyways =) the band also got straight ones at its contest last week. this means we got sweepstakes (ones at marching contest and ones on concert contests)

about six weeks left in the school year! ill be freeeeeeee! lol. =)

ready to graduate!

got my prom tickets! now just to find a outrageously expensive dress so that i can just stand there alone all night =)

im working on the senior slideshow and senior wills for the band banquet. if any of you know any songs about memories, journies, or the future. (like How Far We've Come, or My Wish) then pleeeease tell me. I've got to have like 20 mins of musics!!

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hm, im sleepy. so this entry might be a bit weird....>.>

the last entry was a sum of my emotions from a horrible saturday that was the conclusion of a horrible week.

i had been working really hard on my solo for a contest and i eneded up getting a judge that wasn't a flute player. if youre going to judge a flute, you should be a flute player. I wouldn't want to judge a saxaphone or a trumpet player  because i don't have any knowledge of those instruments. anyways!

im watching judge judy. she entertains me greatly. there are some VERY stupid peopld in our world....

speaking of stupid people, this guy ran into me today in the hall. it wasn't a accident it was a he saw me and started running at me and moved so that he slammed into my shoulder, and then he and his friends walked off laughing.i mean come on. i can understand if it was an accident, you can say sorry, then i'll probably say sorry back. 

my band director's wife had her baby!! it's name is olivia grace and she is gorgeous! im so happy for him and his wife! she has had some miscarriages, and this is their first. he was is so happy and very tired. =P all the best to russell, mrs. russell, and little olivia. (she's so going to be spoiled by the band)

it snowed here last week 7 inches. that's the most its snowed here ever pretty much. here are some lovely pictures commemorating the day
 my dog in the snow

 my car in the snow, that's the accumlation for 2hrs, before that the car was snow free

 the poor spring flower blossoms never had a chance

(don't read this if youre going to bitch about how emo i am. i dont want to hear it. i just need to let it out.)

that i am a useless mass of flesh, blood, and bone

im not a good flute player, im not even okay

im not a good editor, i let stupid mistakes get published

im not a good journalist, i can't write my way out of a paper bag

im not a good senior, it suprises people when they hear im a senior because i don't act like one, (how does one act like a senior?)

im not a smart person, im actually pretty stupid

im not pretty, im fat

im not a good friend, i cant help any of my friends solve their problems

im not a good sister, i yell at my brother and sister

im not a good girl, no one wants to date me

im not going to get any scholarships to pay for school

im not going to amount to anything after high school. ill be alone and poor with who knows what job...

im tired, i just want to go to sleep and never wake up, but i don't even have time for that! Ive got to finish the freakin communist manifesto. i don't understand any of it anyways. 

my friend found me on livejournal.

beware LJ, now that we have joined forces nothing can stop us! MUWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

=D 17 is sweet!

I am so tired, but happy kinda

im going to go swimming,

on the way home from the gas station today my cup fell and my drivers side was covered in 22 oz. of frozen capppichino stuff. =( 

flute initation last night, it was fun. i have learned things about everyone though, some of them are very loud and annoying, others think that they're all that. but its okay, the get a slice of humble pie when school starts and the little fishies get to know the idea that they are at the bottom of the food chain. muwhahahaha. lol

Oh i saw a shooting star last night. and i made a wish, but i can't tell you what it is. =*

cousin's will be in town tomorrow. woot? 

That's all for now. 

Harry Potter Quote of the Day:  "I tell you, that dragon's the most horrible animal I've ever met, but the way Hagrid goes on about it, you'd think it was a fluffly little bunny rabbit. When it bit me, he told me off for frightening it. And when I left, he was singing it a lullaby."
Ron Weasley
Sorcerer's Stone, Chapter 14, Page 237

Your Friendly Neighborhood Pirate Queen,
Jenni

You scored as Albus Dumbledore, You are Albus Dumbledore. Calm, perceptive, forgiving, and wise beyond your years. </td> Albus Dumbledore 66% Hermione Granger 63% Harry Potter 63% Remus Lupin 59% Severus Snape 56% Bellatrix Lestrange 56% Percy Weasley 53% Luna Lovegood 53% Lord Voldemort 53% Neville Longbottom 50% Draco Malfoy 50% Sirius Black 44% Ron Weasley 41% Oliver Wood 34% Harry Potter Character Combatibility Test created with QuizFarm.com

Marching Camp..oh how I hate thee!

It is hot, all the time! everyone smells and is all sweaty. Then grumpy cause its so hot. 

Also I'm in a lot of pain, my legs are killing me! and my back. I know it sounds whiney, but I just think I deserve to be whiney, since I've been working hard. lol. 

I love band, it's tons of fun, just alot of hard work. We want to go to state so we're working extra hard.

XD I'm watching the Titianic Episode of Futurama, it's one of my favorites. I love hermes' wife.  "Go on and press the button you hot dog."

Anyways, it's so time for sleep, gotta be up early for more camp! At least it's senior lunch day =D Mexican food! Yeah!

Drink Up Me Hearties, Yo Ho!

Pirate Queen Jenni

I love pirates of the caribbean!

I love all of it! The movies, the art, and especially the music!

I'm listening to the music right now. It's so beautiful!

All the swashbuckling love!

Pirate Queen Jenni!